True love

I don't know what to say... You used to snuggle under my neck everyone we would lay together. But lately I feel pushed away, there's a block you put up. That's more than likely my fault. I've been like a bomb needing to be defused lately. Doesn't help having people shooting me down with negative remarks. How do I fix this and bring back the affectionate moments we would always share. I fell for you, further than I ever knew a man could for a woman. But now that you have my heart it feels like you take it and forget why I have chosen you. I know you love me, but the words you say destroy me. I try and may sometimes fail, hit it would be nice for you to notice when I succeed more than my failures. To love is to lift up and to care endlessly. You care and lift but when I upset you it's like the reset buttons your first option. I hope to fix this, to fix us and myself for us. To spend eternity, build my future and my family with you. Have us forever. Im sorry, im like a broken alarm clock. Forgive me and let's step into our future together.

New chapter, fresh book

Hey, world!

How's it going? I've been having a lot going on. Have you ever had your shadows come to light all at once? Well this past while I have. I have fallen for the love of my life, never thinking till now this was possible for me. I went from a life of artificial emotions n words to a reality of something greater. A thing I call love. I struggle daily to comprehend my lifes trials and tribulations. As a special someone has said to me "you were just dealt a unfair hand of cards". I used to blame myself for so much but this beauty has brought light to the truth. I find the more time I spend with her n the more we talk I open up. I feel healed by her words, hugs and love. I am blessed with you in my life. I just wish my stress would not overwhelm Me and cause anymore hurt for me or you. But we have chosen to turn a new page n start a new chapter. And this book is one I look forward to writing. Cheers to a new day and a happy future. Me and you against the world beautiful!

Yours Truly,
Corey Smith

Good morning world,
I have had one crazy week, that is for sure. Last Saturday I injured a body part no man should have to go through the pain and mental terror it brings. But on a good note I finally met the girl of my dreams parents! They are both awesome people and thank god they approved of me. I've been learning all about how to build a relationship and what it means to fall for someone. I've known her for seven years, but now finally actually know her in depth. It's awesome because she is like my bestfriend and the lady of my future. As hard as it was to trust and open up I am learning it is worth it with her. The more we hang out and talk, the more happy I am. She has helped me break through so much and I can't wait to see what's next with us. I make her smile and it makes me feel like the world lights up brighter every time. I pray that I can keep being the man I really am with her and that we can work out through thick and thin.

Anyways, on another account im heading to BC to film another video St the end of the month and im so excited to see what I can bring to the table of skateboarding this year. After last years injuries I had my worries but with all the practice put in and progress made im sure I can achieve great things. As we'll as some exciting news about getting my first sponsor skateboard in June to ride for this years tour! Can't wait for this all and last years movie release! Im living a life of blessings and opportunity, now it's time to take them to the next level!
Thanks for listening to me ramble on and keep in the loop!

Yours Truly,
Corey Smith

I fail

I've turned.into the guy I.promised never to be. I don't know what came.over me. She is out of my league. When your too scared to lose the one you actually love you do the dumbest things. I wasn't being fair and I wish the things I learned the dumbest things growing up. I fail and that's the truth. I wanted to be honest but I was to scared. Why can't I break the wall down. Why do I resort to that of my past and father who failed me. Not fair to those I love. How do I be me. I try and then I fall. Please god let me be the man I know I am.

Yours truly,
Corey Smith

Adventures of pegasus and little mermaid

Good morning, world.
I've been starting to see this girl I met in my first year of highschool, we never talked that much till last fall. She's the kind of girl who seems to good to be true. I think I fell for her from a distance back in school. But now im falling for this elegant grown lady, who is that one person with the greatest of gifts she can literally make anyone smile. I won't lie being the lucky guy is making me nervous. But I think these nerves are of excitement and being amazed but such beauty in a person. Were not dating yet but I believe her heart flutters for me and that's the first and best step :) is it love yes, I do believe it is.

To everyone out there I hope you can find someone who can be your bestfriend and your gf or BF. Just remember don't give up. I almost did but wow I would have been kicking my self in the ass for a lifetime if I missed this.

Rebirthed

It's been forever since I've written anything. By forever I mean to long, so this late Monday evening. I've decided to start putting words back down on my blog for everyone to read and more than anything for myself. So much can change in such little time it's insane. I remember where I was last time I had written anything on here. Compared to the clarity and positivity inside me then to now is outrageous. I feel as if new, but the real way to look at it is a rebirth of a better me. Sometimes taking time to yourself is the best way to cure the darkness within. Anyways, till my next blog session.

Your Truly,
Corey Smith

Monday Monday Monday

Good morning world!
Sometimes life begins to feel like Monday morning got put on replay and then looped over to many times. But maybe that's just how winter makes me feel up here in frozen Edmonton, Alberta. I miss having a park to ride and the time I spent shredding outside at castle. Sure I got a mini pipe. But I feel as if I need new inspiration and new challenges. I sure haven't mattered mini yet even with the large array of tricks I have got stomped out here.just kids the trails and banks.the flow and innovative feeling working on lines in the park our street feels. Anyways can't wait for the riot movie and next years season to start.how to shred with you all soon.

Yours truly,
Corey Smith

I'm back!

Good morning, world!

I've been on a hiatus for a bit now, taking time to think and relax. I hope you have all been having a good winter so far. I've learned a few things, like as much as you love something sometimes breaks are a good thing. No I'm not talking about relationship breaks.I'm talking about the kind of break you take from your passions. I took some days off skateboarding and the days and time I came back I felt refreshed, as well as ready to learn new tricks. I don't think I've ever improved so quickly our landed such technical tricks in my whole career ads skateboarder. Sometimes rest and refreshing is the best way to approach the feeling of being blocked from moving ahead in something. If your feeling stuck and like you can't find the steps to move forward, maybe take a step back and breath for a few days or a week. But don't forget to keep that fire close and go back to it when you hit that urge or have found refreshment in your resting period.

Yours Truly,
Corey Smith

Taking time away.

Dear world,
I'm gonna be taking some time away from Blogging and skateboarding. I'm sorry for those of you who enjoyed reading every weekday morning. I'll be back soon enough, just need to take sometime away.

Yours Truly,
Corey Smith

Challenge yourself!

Good morning world!

Fuck thank goodness it's Friday! This week flew by. And now it's finally about to be the weekend. Hope your all excited for relaxation and fun times Fridays tend to bring. Plus snowboard season is almost here!

So I've been thinking about starting a training schedule for the winter. For my Christmas trick list started. Next I'm not sure what to set up on the schedule/plan. There is so much to conquer in the world of skateboarding it's insane. But hey that's why I fucking love it right!

Anyways, I think winters that perfect time to set new goals and conquer them. Especially living in Alberta. What the fuck else do we got besides snowboarding and hockey in the winter!? Nothing really right? Exactly. And this year NHL is in a lockout so let's all get off our asses and do something to benefit ourselves. Take the time to think what you want to grow in. Personal life? Work? Relationships? Whatever it is pick something an when you do. Choose something's to grow and challenge yourself in the subject matter you have chosen. Once you have. For each goal set a date that's realistic and then think hard about what the outcome looks like. Now write it down. For each thing you get done you will see what? When you know that you will feel more motivated to do so. I hope you take the time to challenge yourself and grow this winter with me!

Yours Truly,
Corey Smith

Slept in.

Good morning world!

So I woke up this morning, sent a text and some how passed out for an exact hour. Now I'm on my way to work on the Ice covered roads! Wtf. My hip bloody hurts from bailing last night skating mini. But hope I will make today better! Some how some way.

But hey I got coffee and I'm still alive right. Anyways I will post up the new riot Halloween party video sometime today! Have a good one!

Yours Truly,
Corey Smith

Stepping up!

Good morning world!
I just wanna say my prayers are going out to those in new York and the countries that are struggling with the storm that swept through destroying and drowning the homes. Wish you all the best and sorry for your loss.

On a happier subject, last night I landed some new tricks. Been looking for something new to land and I did! I stomped out a blunt pop shovit to rock out switch in my mini at "The Beach"

I really have a feeling this mini pipe is gonna be what makes me hit the charts next year in skateboarding. I have never had such chemistry and innovation come so quickly in skateboarding. But being surrounded by amazing riders that push me to step up and try that "impossible" or what I should say once seemed impossible, but what is now just another step forward in my trick list. So I am starting my Christmas trick list. Everything I want to land b4 Christmas. I hope to post a Christmas trick list video in December. So keep posted!

Have a great hump day! And don't forget the weeks half done!

Yours Truly,
Corey Smith