Saturday, April 20, 2013

Good morning world,
I have had one crazy week, that is for sure. Last Saturday I injured a body part no man should have to go through the pain and mental terror it brings. But on a good note I finally met the girl of my dreams parents! They are both awesome people and thank god they approved of me. I've been learning all about how to build a relationship and what it means to fall for someone. I've known her for seven years, but now finally actually know her in depth. It's awesome because she is like my bestfriend and the lady of my future. As hard as it was to trust and open up I am learning it is worth it with her. The more we hang out and talk, the more happy I am. She has helped me break through so much and I can't wait to see what's next with us. I make her smile and it makes me feel like the world lights up brighter every time. I pray that I can keep being the man I really am with her and that we can work out through thick and thin.

Anyways, on another account im heading to BC to film another video St the end of the month and im so excited to see what I can bring to the table of skateboarding this year. After last years injuries I had my worries but with all the practice put in and progress made im sure I can achieve great things. As we'll as some exciting news about getting my first sponsor skateboard in June to ride for this years tour! Can't wait for this all and last years movie release! Im living a life of blessings and opportunity, now it's time to take them to the next level!
Thanks for listening to me ramble on and keep in the loop!

Yours Truly,
Corey Smith

Saturday, April 13, 2013

I fail

I've turned.into the guy I.promised never to be. I don't know what came.over me. She is out of my league. When your too scared to lose the one you actually love you do the dumbest things. I wasn't being fair and I wish the things I learned the dumbest things growing up. I fail and that's the truth. I wanted to be honest but I was to scared. Why can't I break the wall down. Why do I resort to that of my past and father who failed me. Not fair to those I love. How do I be me. I try and then I fall. Please god let me be the man I know I am.

Yours truly,
Corey Smith

Adventures of pegasus and little mermaid

Good morning, world.
I've been starting to see this girl I met in my first year of highschool, we never talked that much till last fall. She's the kind of girl who seems to good to be true. I think I fell for her from a distance back in school. But now im falling for this elegant grown lady, who is that one person with the greatest of gifts she can literally make anyone smile. I won't lie being the lucky guy is making me nervous. But I think these nerves are of excitement and being amazed but such beauty in a person. Were not dating yet but I believe her heart flutters for me and that's the first and best step :) is it love yes, I do believe it is.

To everyone out there I hope you can find someone who can be your bestfriend and your gf or BF. Just remember don't give up. I almost did but wow I would have been kicking my self in the ass for a lifetime if I missed this.

Monday, April 8, 2013

Rebirthed

It's been forever since I've written anything. By forever I mean to long, so this late Monday evening. I've decided to start putting words back down on my blog for everyone to read and more than anything for myself. So much can change in such little time it's insane. I remember where I was last time I had written anything on here. Compared to the clarity and positivity inside me then to now is outrageous. I feel as if new, but the real way to look at it is a rebirth of a better me. Sometimes taking time to yourself is the best way to cure the darkness within. Anyways, till my next blog session.

Your Truly,
Corey Smith