True love

I don't know what to say... You used to snuggle under my neck everyone we would lay together. But lately I feel pushed away, there's a block you put up. That's more than likely my fault. I've been like a bomb needing to be defused lately. Doesn't help having people shooting me down with negative remarks. How do I fix this and bring back the affectionate moments we would always share. I fell for you, further than I ever knew a man could for a woman. But now that you have my heart it feels like you take it and forget why I have chosen you. I know you love me, but the words you say destroy me. I try and may sometimes fail, hit it would be nice for you to notice when I succeed more than my failures. To love is to lift up and to care endlessly. You care and lift but when I upset you it's like the reset buttons your first option. I hope to fix this, to fix us and myself for us. To spend eternity, build my future and my family with you. Have us forever. Im sorry, im like a broken alarm clock. Forgive me and let's step into our future together.

New chapter, fresh book

Hey, world!

How's it going? I've been having a lot going on. Have you ever had your shadows come to light all at once? Well this past while I have. I have fallen for the love of my life, never thinking till now this was possible for me. I went from a life of artificial emotions n words to a reality of something greater. A thing I call love. I struggle daily to comprehend my lifes trials and tribulations. As a special someone has said to me "you were just dealt a unfair hand of cards". I used to blame myself for so much but this beauty has brought light to the truth. I find the more time I spend with her n the more we talk I open up. I feel healed by her words, hugs and love. I am blessed with you in my life. I just wish my stress would not overwhelm Me and cause anymore hurt for me or you. But we have chosen to turn a new page n start a new chapter. And this book is one I look forward to writing. Cheers to a new day and a happy future. Me and you against the world beautiful!

Yours Truly,
Corey Smith